Lord, help me not to come unglued!

So recreational league football is not making Momma happy at this particular time! IN JUST THE PAST 7 DAYS... Blake's team has had practice 6 of those days. ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Not only have have they had practice an unreasonable amount of time to be any team but the NFL... Blake's "position" is "substitute". ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME!?

I will be the first to say that Blake is an average player. He is not a stand-out so to speak... but let me repeat myself and say... THIS IS REC LEAGUE FOOTBALL!

Right now, we are watching and waiting, and hoping that our worst fears are not realized and after ALL of this ridiculous practice time, Blake better not be watching the whole game from the bench. You cannot learn to play football by watching the studs play... just like I cannot learn to play tennis by watching Wimbledon!

As I was on my way home tonight, after Holden, Bella and I sat out at the field waiting for 1 1/2 hours as Blake and a few others sat on the sidelines and watched the rest of their team go though plays... I seriously I thought I would have a stroke...I wanted to cuss so bad I felt like I had terrets. I am not trying to be funny by saying that... I was livid! We will see what happens... watching...waiting...praying that it does not turn out like we think it will. Lord, help me not to come unglued!