What to do...

Holden went to school today for his one day a week program. I have to say... I have anxiety! What is wrong with me? I do not know what to do with myself...by myself..alone time...just ME! Who am I? What do I do? Stay busy...sleep...ugh!

I need to get a hold of myself. Get a plan. Figure out who I am without a child attached to my side. LITERALLY! Holden does not sit alone...he is on me every chance he gets.

I realized that Landon must get his inability to be alone from ME... who knew? I guess I do not really like to be alone...what an interesting revelation. Now to find a constructive outlet... hmmmmmm. what to do? what to do?